Some pain is invisible, but it’s always there. For me, it’s my feet — hurting since June 6, 2024, and it hasn’t stopped, even now in July 2025. It’s draining. It’s exhausting. And it’s something I can’t just ignore.
😔 Table of Contents
- 🌊 The Day It Started
- 🦶 The Pain That Won’t Stop
- 👀 When People Finally Notice
- 💻 Konekt AI and My Focus
- 🌱 My Hope for Healing
🌊 The Day It Started
It began after one summer day when me and my little sister went swimming and jumping in the ocean. We were happy and full of energy. But when I got home, I suddenly couldn’t walk properly. My legs felt heavy, my feet were burning with pain. We went to the hilut for a massage, and I remember staring blankly at the guy — no focus, no words. I almost threw up, but thankfully I didn’t.
After that, I couldn’t walk for 5 months. Five long months of frustration, pain, and feeling trapped. Eventually, I managed to walk again — but the pain still lingers even now.
🦶 The Pain That Won’t Stop
My feet have been hurting for over a year now. Since June 6, 2024, it’s been constant. Even simple days feel heavy when your body reminds you of pain every step you take.
- It started without warning — and it hasn’t stopped
- Some nights, I just hope it will fade when I wake up
- But here I am, still hurting
👀 When People Finally Notice
My aunt noticed my suffering. But it hurts in another way — because she didn’t care before. It’s like people only see you when you’re visibly broken, not when you were silently struggling all along.
- She didn’t care before
- Now she sees my pain — but it’s too late
- Why does it take suffering for people to pay attention?
💻 Konekt AI and My Focus
One of the few things keeping me sane is Konekt AI. I like how it works. I like building and watching it grow. It’s like a reminder that I can still create something amazing — even when I feel broken inside.
- Konekt AI is my distraction
- It’s my focus, my safe zone
- It’s proof that I’m still capable
🌱 My Hope for Healing
I’m drained. I’m tired. And I just want this pain to stop. I hope I can be cured. I hope I can feel what it’s like to walk without thinking about the pain.
- I want to be pain-free
- I want to feel light again
- I want to be me, without this weight
If you’re reading this and you’ve carried pain — physical or emotional — for too long, I feel you. Healing is hard. Waiting is harder. But we’re still here. And that’s something.
