I didn’t expect today to feel like this. It wasn’t painful, but it wasn’t normal either. I said something real — and then someone ran away. And now I’m just here, wondering if it meant something… or nothing at all.
🧠 Table of Contents
- 🧍 The Boy Who Sat Beside Me
- 😳 The Question That Caught Me Off Guard
- 💬 The Answer I Gave
- 🤔 What Does That Even Mean?
🧍 The Boy Who Sat Beside Me
Someone at school has a crush on me — that’s what people say. He sat next to me, and honestly… it felt nice. Not loud or dramatic, just simple. A calm presence beside me. Until someone decided to turn it into something bigger.
- He chose that seat next to me
- I didn’t mind — it felt okay
- But of course, someone had to ask
😳 The Question That Caught Me Off Guard
The boy behind us asked, loud and clear: “Are you bi?” I didn’t panic. I didn’t hide. I just answered.
- “Yes. I’m bi.”
And right after that, the boy sitting next to me — the one who everyone said liked me — suddenly ran out the door. That moment felt sharp. Like, what just happened?
💬 The Answer I Gave
Here’s the thing: I don’t regret saying it. I felt kind of proud. Nervous, yeah — but proud. I spoke my truth. That’s enough.
- I felt a little confused
- Also kind of cute??
- Like something unexpected was starting
🤔 What Does That Even Mean?
Turns out — he came back. Laughing. Happy. Still sitting near me. I guess… he wasn’t running *away*. Maybe he was excited. Maybe shocked. But he stayed. That’s what matters.
- He didn’t leave for good
- I felt safe, even with the chaos
- And yeah, I felt excited too 🙂
This wasn’t a sad rant. More like a confused one. A little funny. A little hopeful. If you’re reading this and ever felt weird for feeling too much in moments like this — it’s okay. Feel it all. Even the confusing parts can still be beautiful.
